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[05 Oct 2006|10:08pm]
things have really been going my way lately, it's almost a little frightening.
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curently [03 Oct 2006|10:12pm]
reading three books; friday night lights, girlfriend in a coma, and a clockwork orange.

in desperate need of art supplies.

taking many photographs.

wishing you would get over it.

not involved with anyone.

laughing at the fact that you can't say what you feel about me directly.

admiring francis bacon.

enjoying the word works of anthony burgess.

seeing alot of people i've missed.

getting random phone calls from people i'd rather not.

getting random phone calls from people i love to hear from.

agreeing with you on what you seem to think, yet thinking you are a coward, honestly.




no one ever knows anyone, you're not ever going to know me. deal with it, figure it out.
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[02 Oct 2006|09:16pm]
right now ihave the biggest and best plate of tofu lasgana in front of me that i am waiting to eat. last night i slept in the best sleeping bag known to man and i miss it alot. i'm almost positive purcahse is where i want to be in a year. "someone" needs to really really stop calling me. and some people really need to start., my hair is practically black.
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[01 Oct 2006|01:38am]
i got a haircut cause'i'ma boss!. tonight ruled. uhm something about pudding. nono wait no, something about old friends. holy shit and a 18 pack! i got one for free. that and two kegs. beautiful. i love oldies, i love newsies, i love you, and most of all ilove my 18 pack. my life is the shit.
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[23 Sep 2006|10:37am]
i've been listening to the same three songs off ben kwellers new self titled album since about 830 this morning. its two hours later now. life hates my fucking guts. this past week has me comprehending the fact that you can't trust anyone but yourself. i'm in love and it sucks. i have work tonight and it sucks. i have no ride and it sucks. it's raining and it sucks. my water tastes like shit and it sucks. my kneeknee's hurt and it sucks. i have no one to punch them and it sucks. you're a stupid idiot and it sucks. i never learn and it sucks. i can't take a hint and it sucks. there will be others and it sucks. i have a fever and it sucks. i've been having the same dream for a week straight and it sucks. i lost the button to my favorite jeans last night and it sucks. and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks. are you happy now?
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[18 Sep 2006|11:29pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

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wah [17 Sep 2006|02:33pm]
i got the best sweat pants in the world and i'm never taking them off. please don't ask me to. i do everything you want me to.

right now i'll eat soup and draw, tonight i will dye my hair, and tomorrow i will sit under a tree with mathamuel and braid his hair until he feels better.
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fuck [13 Sep 2006|08:45pm]
fuck you, you're never going to get out. no, i don't mean that. i'm just having a bad day


yes i do. (no i don't)
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[10 Sep 2006|12:24pm]
wake up somewhere else, drive home, drink coffee, eat chinese, stop home to change, bring one of your friends to pick up your grandma, drop your grandma off, go to wantagh park, sit under a tree, braid your friends hair until their stomach feels better, take lots of pictures, make up silly stories, stop home to change again, let your friend use the bathroom, go to another friends house, pick flowers, change again, watch scarface, go to the city, argue over where a certain street is, find a way-too-convienant parking spot, go shopping, wait for friends, eat food, meet friends, get 40's, drink on the same steps for 5 hours, get something pierced, and be on prowl, see old friends, leave, fall asleep in the car, wake up wondering where the fuck you are, go home, talk to your grandma about boys and ciggarettes, go to sleep. in that order
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[07 Sep 2006|08:42pm]
i need to start taking things as they come and stop anticipating this. besides that tomorrow is my third day of school. only three whole days and this eight hour a day macaurther bullshit is wearing me out in everyway. my schedule goes like this:Collapse ). i miss a papi. tomorrow is friday and that has to mean something good. saturday means drunk time and monday means my first day at work. it's 8:45 and i need to paint, eat, read, write, and shower all before eleven. what a dayxo.
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[05 Sep 2006|10:17pm]
sometimes a really smart person can act unintentionally ( or quite possibly intentionally) stupid. i don't like to say "Stupid" because it's probably not a word to describe a situation such as this. "stupid" is for farts, and needle users. sometimes this really smart person has an even smarter best friend who gives really good advice, and person A doesn't always take that advice. and i just sometimes wish things like work and school and drunk wouldn't interfere with a way a person acts on a regular basis. words are nice to hear but don't mean shit in most cases, it's the actions that prevail. i've admited that my talk is sometimes cheap and sometimes i too should act on the things i say. and i should sometimes just shut the fuck up. but i will say this, text messaging and phone conversations are only second best. i want real life. and i also want a car and some socks for my cold little feet, xo.
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[04 Sep 2006|03:54pm]
everyone i know is absolutely shitty. fuck all ya'll
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[13 Aug 2006|09:39am]
it is extremely important to not sleep for thirty hours straight.i smell so bad, i haven't showered in days. don't hate, i'm gonna shower soon. much adizle has been throwin into the mix the past couple of days and they we're quite amazing , by the way. justin is coming tomorrow. tofuckingmorrow. you hear me? you better believe that r.s.b.d.s.a. I'm so hungry rightn ow but i'm scared to leave my room i think because i haven't been in it in almost three days. feed me.i smell, i love you. all. i'm sorry i smell/xo.
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[10 Aug 2006|08:00am]
I'm so fuckin' hungover right now, it's not even 8am. Mad kettle one, Mad ryhme spittage, Mad face grabbing, Mad food eating. Darrens leaving for south carolina today - that SUCKS. I need to drive my dad to work in two hours, i need fruit punch vitamin water. I think i'm still drunk.
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[08 Aug 2006|11:37pm]
Random trip to connecticut tonight. Interesting is about the only thing i can say about that....Collapse )
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[04 Aug 2006|01:40pm]
I have less than twenty-something days to make a move. fourteen days until i go camping with john. ten days until i see justin, until i see randy, until i party with hot models for two weeks straight. one day to dye and cut my hair. less than five hours until i get drunk. life is so fuckin' rad right now. but since when have i ever been this shy? jowc make me nervouse. i just ordered thisCollapse ) phone. it deffinatly wasn't worth $108 and two extra years on my contract but the video recorder excited me. Does anyonen want to buy my sidekick 2? I need to go shower and chill with john. Join us?
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sneaky duo [03 Aug 2006|10:58am]
fuck your "secret"
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[01 Aug 2006|11:14am]
fuck this nigga shit
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[28 Jul 2006|11:17am]
i forgot what this feels like
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[27 Jul 2006|12:38am]
ridiculous. and if you talked to me last night you know what i'm talking about. lifted as shit. my advice to everyone is to eat pot brownies. alex trabeck, homer simpson, and mexico. ask me about it ! xo.
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